• After a marathon day of reading last weekend, I finished The Hunger Games trilogy, by Suzanne Collins. I’m not going to write a review of the series, but here are a few thoughts:

    First, it was interesting to see how Suzanne expanded the storyline as the books progressed. I purposefully didn’t read the jacket description of the second and third books, so after finishing the first I had no idea where the story was headed. There was the obvious goal of fighting against the Capitol, but I wondered how would that be enough to fill three full books. Did it keep my attention? Oh yes, it surely did. Each chapter seemed to end with an enormous cliffhanger that begged me to keep reading. (Don’t ask me how late I’ve stayed up.) The story ended up being far bigger and more epic than I imagined it could be.

    Second, in spite of how grand the story was, its logic was very close to not working for me. By this I mean that it seemed almost too much of a stretch to imagine Katniss being so important to the Rebels and that her actions could have really sparked such a revolution. But Suzanne was able to explain it enough for me to buy it. Katniss is a symbol, got it. It was just enough to get me to believe it.

    Third, it’s interesting to look at how the tension is maintained. Sure, there’s the physical danger of people trying to kill you, but a lot of the emotional tension comes from Katniss not knowing the whole story. She is constantly asking herself questions, trying to figure out what this person meant or what that person could be scheming. Often those decisions are wrong, or ones that we know aren’t quite right, but she’s making the best decision she can with the information she has. The need for strategy is, of course, very similar to the Hunger Games themselves; she never really left them.

    Another aspect of her decisions is how Katniss acknowledges her own weaknesses. Gale walks out of the room because she’s just insulted him and she knows it and knows she should call him back and apologize, but she can’t or doesn’t want to. She’s always holding her debts to others over her head, always keeping track of how many have died because of her. And then there’s the manipulation by the Capitol and by those around her. She is a broken girl living in a broken world.

    This tension also includes the relationship between Katniss, Peeta, and Gale. Suzanne never made the relationships sexual, for which I’m very thankful. The best part is, she didn’t need to. Katniss’s affection and love for both Peeta and Gale is perfectly apparent without needing to take today’s typical road and have the characters sleep together. My biggest hope for the films (yes, they are adapted the books into films) is that they maintain this part of the books.

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    Fourth, as the story neared its end I wondered what the solution would be. When I read a book, I’m keeping my eye out for how people deal with their problems. That’s what we’re all looking for, right? Even if subconsciously? I may not be thrown into a physical fight to the death like the Hunger Games, but I’m in the middle of an emotional fight with people I work with who don’t think like I do, or with siblings or friends, and ultimately with Satan and the spiritual forces who are turned against God and his children. Seeing how someone deals with their problems helps give me strength and new ideas on how to deal with my own.

    At the end of the story, Katniss is left completely empty. She’s lost the ones she loved and she goes home to die. What was her solution? First, she kept going. The doctor said to just keep doing things, and eventually their meaning begins to return. It’s kind of a non-answer in a way. You’re so broken that you have no answer, so you just keep moving and eventually the pain scabs over and you’re able to function again. In other words, don’t give up. Second, and this is what the book ends with, when she feels the nightmares crowding in the despair looming close by, she mentally lists off all of the goodness she sees around her. She makes the choice to focus on the good things people are doing, on the loved ones around her, and she’s able to get out of bed. A tedious game, she admits, “But there are much worse games to play.”

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    In the end, I guess the thing I was wondering is what kind of solution the author would give to today’s youth. The ones reading these books are the ones who will make decisions in the future on how to deal with our problems, and I think as authors we need to be conscious of the mindset we’re giving them. Having read Meghan Cox Gurdon’s article for the Wall Street Journal about the dark, violent themes in young adult novels these day, I was a bit hesitant about the books, but I was glad to see that Suzanne didn’t go that far with her books.

    So are these books I will buy, or recommend to others? For the former, yes, I think I will buy them. The writing is superb, the world is fresh and imaginative, and Suzanne’s skill at keeping the tension going makes them worth rereading. For the latter, or more to point, will I let my kids read them some day… I think so. I’m not sure. I don’t know. Will these books matter in eternity? Is that an unfair question to ask? I don’t know. They are entertaining, well written, and inventive—but are they good for my heart, or for the teens reading them? I don’t know….

    Well, I won’t make you struggle through that dilemma with me. Those are my thoughts on The Hunger Games.

  • I saw my brother conversing with a friend on Facebook about a book by Twyla Tharp called The Creative Habit. I’m a creative and I love learning how to be better at it, so I searched for the book on Amazon. It was easy to find and looks like a great book. And then it was time to answer the all-important question: how much does it cost?

    new paperback copy costs $9.09. (It’s the same price at Barnes & Noble, in case you want to support your local bookstore.) Once I add in the typical $3.99 for shipping, the total cost for the book will be $13.08. Not bad. And actually, hang on, that’s the new price that eligible for Free Super Saver Shipping. I can find it for $5.04 from a third-party seller. That brings my total cost to $9.03. And if I get a used paperback, the price drops to $4.22, or $8.21 total. With my budget, that’s affordable.

    I then saw in the left corner, “Start reading The Creative Habit on your Kindle in under a minute.” Instead of waiting 5–10 business days to receive the book via mail, I can buy the digital version and start reading instantly. Never mind that I’m already in the middle of a book right now and have the next two planned; I want the book now! I clicked on the link and expected to find the price cheaper, since it’s a digital copy.

    It was $12.99.

    Wait—it’s more expensive?  (more…)

  • I’m reading Blaine Hogan’s book, UNTITLED: Thoughts on the creative process, and he wrote something at the end of part two that launched me into a deep soul search in regards to my art:

    You are not a salesman. You are a storyteller.

    How does that work? I agree; no one wants to be sold and convinced of something. We want our hearts to move within us to lay hold of something because we want to, not because we’ve been smooth-talked into something we know we don’t need or want.

    But how do I as an artist do that? My starting assumption is that stories communicate truth. Jesus used stories to portray a truth he was trying to explain to those around him. Was he concerned with telling a good story or illustrating his point? Or was his situation different from mine? He was teaching, his main goal was to show others the Father and lead them to eternal life.

    … how is that any different from mine?

    If it isn’t, should my stories be any different? Can I tell a story merely because it’s good?

    Define “good”: imaginative, creative (a new way of looking at things), inspiring, evokes emotions and a heart response. Not just entertaining, or I think a better word would be preoccupation. A large number of the stories told these days are only occupying our minds, taking our minds off the stressful things in life.

    Isn’t that a legitimate deed? “You are in pain. Let me tell you a story that will make you forget the pain for a little while.” Perhaps. But at some point the hearer must return to his pain. I don’t want distract him from his pain; I want to offer him answers.

    But how do I do that without selling him something? Without heading out the door saying, “I’m off to tell him a story that will help him through his pain”?  (more…)

  • With the new release of OS X Lion, my old word processor is defunct. Even Shakespeare had to upgrade his ink well, so I’m on the hunt for a new program with which to write the next Great American Novel. First up, Pages ’09!

    Pages '09

    To start things off, I watched the Pages ’09 introduction video, and the presenter made an important distinction between “word processing documents” and “page layout documents”. Word processing documents are docs where you write things like papers, letters, or resumes. You are then able to format your headers and titles and add pictures if you want. Page layout documents on the other hand are things like newsletters, brochures, or flyers. In other words, documents with lots of pictures and graphical elements laid out with text.

    For page layout projects, there are a number of templates from which to start or you can choose what Pages calls a blank canvas. It’s not a blank document, and there’s a big difference. You start with a white piece of paper and anything you want on it you have to add. If you want text, you add a text box. If you want a photo, you add a photo.

    Available templates

    And the beauty is, in the words of Steve Jobs, “It just works.” I make a text box and fill it with text. I drag in a photo. I choose how the text should wrap around the photo, and as I drag it around the document the text gets out of the way. There’s no pause, no struggling with the text to get it to fit around the picture. If you’ve ever tried to add photos in Word or do anything artistic, you’ll know what I mean when I say that Word is awful when it comes to putting in pictures. Granted, I’ve been used Word 2004 for years, so maybe Word 2011 does a better job. I sure hope so. I avoided using Word for design docs and always gave an inward sigh when my mother asked me for help. With Pages it’s a piece of cake.

    But that’s not why I’m looking at Pages. Maybe some day I’ll need to design a newsletter, but I’m more interested in the word processing documents. Like page layout docs, there are different templates for word processing including, to my surprise, a screenplay template. In college I wrote all of my screenplays in Word using tabs and indent markers, and having a template already set up for that purpose would have saved a lot of time.

    Before beginning my search for a new word processor, I wrote down six things I need in a program. After using Pages ’09 for a couple days, here’s how it stacks up: (more…)

  • I’m sure Shakespeare had to deal with this issue.

    I’m sure he was walking through the market one day and saw a crowd gathered around one particular booth. It was only a quill and ink well shop, one that he’d frequented many times over the years, and he couldn’t dream what all the fuss was about. He joined the crowd outside the shop window, and that’s when he saw it.

    A new quill. Beautiful, minimalist, high quality. And to beat all, affordable.

    But there was a problem. It required a new kind of ink. If he got it, he would have to get rid of his old ink well, the one the Queen had given him, the one that had a nice groove in its side from the years of wiping his quill tip. True, his ink well was getting old and leaking a little, but when it came down to it, he didn’t want to give it up. It felt like betrayal.

    But that quill…. But his ink well! But that quill….

    Technology still continues its ruthless march. I find myself, a beginning author, wrestling with the tension of new gadgets versus the old. You see, Apple released its latest version of Mac OS X: Lion. The updates to Mail look great, I like the design of Safari (and the idea of Reading List is intriguing), and there are more 200 other features that make the asking price of $29 ridiculously low.

    There’s just one problem: it doesn’t have Rosetta. (more…)

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